Thursday, August 25, 2005

muddled thoughts #09

I never wanted to be in this situation. I'm not good at this. I tend to literally grasp the first thing I can hold on and rue my action later.

Decision-making has been one of my stronger points. I usually let my heart rule my head which, of course, more often than not result to dire consequences I can't possibly imagine.

Tomorrow is THE day. I have to make THAT decision. In as much as I want to avoid it, I must. A sign of independence? Partly, I guess. A sigh of rebellion? Probably.

Anyway, whatever is the motivation I might have, I REALLY hope and pray that it would be a step to a better and brighter future for me.

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