Words are beyond me at this point. Betrayal is something that I never thought would happen to me with this person. Well, guess what? Now, I’m feeling an emotion akin to betrayal and it doesn’t feel good.
Aside from the sting of having your trust thrown back to your face, it really dampens one’s spirit to know that there is one person less in your Christmas list. Ha! Seriously, it really pains me more than I can imagine because I was under the impression that this person is somebody I can totally rely on. A kindred spirit, if I can say so myself.
Oh well, one can't have everything so I should be thankful that I found out about it as early as now (but, I have to admit I’m having bad thoughts that it was already too late!). One lesson learned (again!) to me and, hopefully, more strength to face life as I continue in my journey.
