questions

who would you turn to
when no one seems to care?
what would help you through
when it feels too much to bear?

this helplessness is nothing like before
although i had faced a lot.
darkness surrounds with the closing of the door,
this will take more than what i've got.

sighing helps to ease some of the pain
but it's still there staring at my face.
i need to know who stop the rain
or if somebody can take my place.

i so want to surrender
but i knew it's not right.
i should instead be braver
to see all things bright.

but how can that be
when the noose is tightening?
will a miracle come to me
and let me see the blessing?