helpless

I don't want this feeling of helplessness
as if everything appears to be hopeless.
Although I am very much aware
I won't be given burdens I can't bear.
But why do I get this awful feeling
of all my efforts will amount to nothing..
I know there's more to come,
still I fear of what I'll become.
When will these tests end?
Thank God, I have friends.
You may not give me the solution
but what you offer is more than a consolation..
It's time to snap out of this depression,
smile and start to take action.