hope

rains began to pour
when i thought the sun would show
guess, everything has to change,
happening on its time

but i desperately want my life to be
what i dream of every night
nobody knows about my secret
until i let it come to light

now i sit here thinking
what might have been that had slipped
nothing i do can ever replace
the buds i had so callously nipped

yet i still hope and wish
one day, please let that day be
i would be that person
life has planned of me